this feeling....

i have this feeling, from my chest... this desire or yearning... its intense...

it's this yearning we feel when being a human..being a woman... yearning for more... for more of i don't knw what...

more of something... i am missing something... and i yearn for it...

and i try to feed it... but i am not feeding it with the right things...

what do i need? what do i desire? what do i want?

what am i yearning for?



it is that feeling of one-ness... of connectredness... when it is all flowing togeher... when i and the flow are one...

i and i...

and i and i...

and i am you, and you are i... the earth is i, my brothers and sisters are i...

the music and my soul and breathing and dying and sexual satisfaction and joy and that calm peaceful place...

where it is all still...

and empty...