sustenance...

that which sustains us....

life.

and then... death.

and then life again, and then death...

it's a cycle.

and it is simple.

we are all connected...

to every living thing that sustains us...

we are part of her and him, and he and she are part of me...

and it is beautiful, how connected we all are... in true spirit...

one and with the earth.

sometimes i think you can really feel it...

feel the energy.

i do...

and so i am thankful for all that i have...

i am so thankful for what i have been given...

i know it's full on...

but its all true...

transitions....

that in between...

in between what?

between the black and white... of the yin yang...

that in between of life, and death...

of this and that...

of what is now, and what is to come...

of what is, and what was...

it was all once a transiton... from this to that, then to now, now to then...

why does it feel complicated sometimes, overwhelming...

these transitions....

what am i transitioning from, and what am i transitioning to?



i don't know...

and thats the annoying but totally realisitc thing about 'transitions'... do you ever really know how its all gonna turn out? all of it?

are you ever relaly gonna know how life is gonna turn out?

how life is gonna turn out?



what am i transitioning from, and what to?

we make these plans, we have these visions, we need to have them, or else we are scared, or else we don't know what we are doing, where we are heading....

but really, i feel the best when im just BEING... when i dont need to know where im heading, when im just experiencing, when im not thinking, when im not doing... im just being....

i guess that's part of the transition... that space when you are just being...



i sometimes wonder about the mama earth too.. what kinda transition is she gong through... these past few days, in canada we got a huge cold flurry snowfall... and across the world, in chile intense earthquakes, just shakin... again she was.... repeating herslef from the very recent haitian earhtquakes... she had to shake again... and more powerfully this time.... and then shortly after, she send a tsunami along in europe... washing away the earth, over france and spain... and a landslide in Uganda, with downpours drawing all that surfaces the earth back to her flow... of life, and death....

what was happening.... what is she transitioning through? what kind of transition are we going through? Are we moving to better, or worse? are we learning from what we are doing? doing to the earth... are we paying attention?



we think we are... but are we REALLY?

what is happening RIGHT NOW?

in this transition...

during, in the middle... presently... consciously...

on all levels, scales... we are transitioning...

we always are...


we are always in between...


in all balance, we are in between...