And so it ends.

You know... ive been a lot of places around the world...

I have seen so many fuckin absolutely beautiful things... in nature, in people, in spiders and snakes and babies and sparkles and water and love and humanity and death and trees and earth and soil and lying down being held by mama earth... there’s nothing like this life...

The mystery of it all... its absolutely amazing.
And i have no idea whats really going on?

And i have no idea how we are not all on our hands and knees all the time in prayer being absolutely thankful for all that we are truly blessed with.

What are we doing to eachother? What are we doing to the earth? To the mama that has birthed us, and nurtures us in every possible way that sustains our lives... until death.

And then what happens? When we look at someone in their face and they are now dead... but we can remember them when they were alive, and their eyes were opened and they were alive... what changed?

Where did they go?

And who took that from them?

Truly...

My good friend’s son just died, his span that he was alive as we know it is 20 years, plus just under 2 months. Another human being shot him in the head. I do not know why exactly, or who did it. I still cannot believe, even though i understand.... how one person can consciously KILL another person.

Sometimes i look at people, and in looking at them, i can see myself in them really... like, we are so connected we are... how can you do that?

All i have to say is i’m pretty zapped... not so much energy to move on right now... i can only imagine how my sister feels...

Please my fellow human beings, i pray for you... take care of each other. Love one another just because it is right... honestly.

And be patient, and be honest, and help where you can help... especially when it’s difficult times... that is when we turn to each other and to faith...

Peace.