growing my 'hair'

every year, around this time and season... i seem to 'let' my hair grow longer...

my little bits and pacthes of 'baby' hair that grow on my head... i just don't want to cut 'em... just yet.

i know it looks 'funny', it's bizarre to have just bits and pieces growing....

generally i shave it, these recent years....

there was a time when my head and even much of my body was COMPLETELY bald, no hair stubbles to show on my head, and even my eyebrows for a period of time...

although it actually has been TIMES- i have gone bald from a full head of hair TWICE in my lifetime..

but i think since occupy toronto, when i let my wisps grow long.... (as seen in the reuters video on the 'video' area of this blog))....every year i just let it grow.

inside me, in my mindset, there's a certain 'carefree-ness'.... like i just want to show it, let people see what i ACTUALLY look like.

i guess i want to see too....

i mean, all year long i shave it off... so i generally DON'T get to see what i TRULY look like...

now, loooking at myself, i get to see how much hair i ACTUALLY have.... how the patterns actually look.

and it's dark now... i think if it was summer, and i ACTAULLY wasn't wearing a scarf, i think the sun would bleach my fine little hairs fast... right now, with no sunshine ;) it's just looking dark, almost black.

i appreciate my self... and my hair.

it is ME, naturally... and WHY NOT be myself <3 p="">