isolation... thought moments where I am AGAINST it (not reflective of ALL moments)

 I really wonder at this point, how beneficial isolation is for folks, in the WHOLE-istic sense.

I know for my own father, HIS choice. He was willing to take risk to have us come visit, we were too.

FOr a humyn to be isolated for 9 months, and then many end up dying ANYWAYS, isn't is a better choice to just BE with humyns, rather than be totally ISOLATED?

I UNDERSTAND one of the main 'arguments' for isolation, is to relieve the health care system, so that IT can manage the negative effects/deadly-cases of COVID, taking care of it's ability to support all folks who need medical care. I get that.

I BELIEVE COVID is a real thing. I am not anti- or pro-mask.

I am not scared. I do not have tons of people in my intimate life that are 'vulnerable', so I do not need to be as scared. I went PPE and absolutely see the NEED for PPE, when at work, when entering a hospice, or when speaking to Volunteers I work with, who are sharing time and space with very vulnerable palliate clients that we care for, as an Organization.

I see the role of PPE, I believe COVID is real. It's a time where one NEEDS to say their standpoints on this. This is the MOST important box/label we are placing on folks now. We need to find out their 'positioning' on COVID/distancing, etc.

What I notice is happening though, there are so many levels of DIVIDE simultaneously occurring within culture, within communities. within families, organizations. Especially virtually (or that's where I am seeing it more in my world, because I am a 'user' of social media, mores in these times.

Also, the ISOLATION, and the fear that is actually quite quickly MOVING us to be significantly MORE isolated.  That brings me MUCH sadness, it's actually MORE dangerous than COVID, I feel. This is a place where I know many folks would at this point STOP LISTENING, stop being able to hear another out... assume that I am not taking it seriously, I'm a conspiracy theorist, I am a Qanon person, etc etc.

I am not.

I am a humyn. I have friends who have businesses that are floundering. Meanwhile, the mall just across the bridge from us with Walmart and winners inside is BOOMING. Line-ups/INCOME galore! Is that fair- NO! IF THE argument is to minimize stores open, to minimize cross contamination/spread, it is NOT HAPPENING in the big box stores. Spread will occur there, and on the TTC bus system. Shutting all the little shops down, while big-box remains open, is slaughtering small businesses.

Isolating all the individuals, with the aim to protect the most vulnerable, is DAMAGING the mental health for all the majority of non-vulnerable people. A choice not all are willing to make at this point. And they're not DUMB for making that decision.

In Palliative care, I have learned and KNOW that ones WHOLE quality of life, is important. How QUALITY is one's life, if they are ALONE? Some folks seem to think that is ok. I truly question how on EARTH we can think it is.

I do not choose absolute isolation. 

The quality of my life, my children's life- outweighs the risk of us getting COVID. 

Isolation is DANGEROUS. It has been too long. 

My heart HURTS for all the elderly/vulnerable people- already living a challenged chapter of life/existence, and now, completely ALONE.