i realize now that my friendships PRE-baby...most of them... have not made it past into my new life.
it makes me wonder how genuine they were before...
it was a time when i was a 'diva'... where i had a reputation, an active one... and as ego-tistical as it sounds to say this now... i'mma gonna say it anyways... because it explains where the past friendshgips are now... in that time and places... of self-centred EGO...
those frienships were obviously based a little bit too much on cool-ness, on what we looked like, what people thought about us...
im now in a place of caring for others...
and some of these friendships have just disappeared... its surprising actually how fast...
considering how young my babies actually are...just under 14 months... friendships that lasted years have disintegrated...
its an interesting position i am now in... time to get some new friends... people who want to hang out with me and my babies :) no longer am i a solo diva... but a mama, with twins <3 p="">
it makes me wonder how genuine they were before...
it was a time when i was a 'diva'... where i had a reputation, an active one... and as ego-tistical as it sounds to say this now... i'mma gonna say it anyways... because it explains where the past friendshgips are now... in that time and places... of self-centred EGO...
those frienships were obviously based a little bit too much on cool-ness, on what we looked like, what people thought about us...
im now in a place of caring for others...
and some of these friendships have just disappeared... its surprising actually how fast...
considering how young my babies actually are...just under 14 months... friendships that lasted years have disintegrated...
its an interesting position i am now in... time to get some new friends... people who want to hang out with me and my babies :) no longer am i a solo diva... but a mama, with twins <3 p="">
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