i can't do it...

all i can do right now is write, and talk, and read and think...

think about reality... and reality is, the earth is shaking and people are dying, so many people are dying in haiti at this very moment...

honestly, what the fuck is happening in this world...

and we all have our different perspectives.... we all have an idea as to what reality is... what it consists of, what our day-to-day is...

what we aspire to be, what we aspire to acquire.... what we see of the future... i can't do it like that...

i have a really hard time right now not thinking about what i can do... how exactly can i make the biggest change, how can i just give and give and take care and fill the gap in between the have, and the have- nots....

it's not right, it is not... it is absolutely NOT...

and i'm not doing it... this is my promise to my life... to our collective lives...

and i give thanks to the mother earth for giving me this life... and for giving me the opportunity to share and support with others...

so pay attention everyone, there's no more room to pretend like what is happening in this world ISN'T happening... it is... open your eyes.... and do what is RIGHT...